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[07 Jul 2010|04:59pm] |
This is insane. I either have to find her or move. I can sense her... I walk through the park and I can smell her. I can hear her say my name. I can't believe she's here... HERE of all places. I turned around three times yesterday, thinking she was standing behind me. Just when I thought I was over this, had gotten through this. This was never my intention. This should have never gotten this far. She is not supposed to be able to control me like this. She's a human child, for fuck's sake. But lately she is all that is on my mind. And between her and these demons there is never any silence.
I don't understand how could the best thing that's ever happened to me so quickly become the worst?
....I think I'll start packing.
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